I had a check-up today and the news is the same, he's not coming out yet.
I'm tired, I need sleep without pain, I need to be able to reach my feet without getting winded. I need to hold my son in my arms.
I'm just in a funk today, after the appointment I left and went into work, I cried hard the 10 mintues it takes me to get from the OB to my office. I managed to pull myself together long enough to walk into the office look at the sweet lady that is filling in for me and to the bathroom where it all came tumbling down again.
Why can't I get through my doctors head that my labor had to be induced with my daughter, I was 2cm and 50% for a week with her when they induced, I had my membranes stripped and nothing - she received her eviction papers and gladly joined us a couple of days later.
This guy - he's taken up shop and I think locked-up too, I've been 2cm 50% effaced for a week, my membranes have been stripped 3 times and nada.
On day he'll come.
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