Well I have 2 days until the dreaded anniversary. Its bittersweet for me this year, I want to be happy about this baby and my daughter but I want to greive for my mom too.
I want to go back to 9 years ago and tell her one more time that I love her, hear her voice one more time, smell her perfume just one more time. I'm tired of getting a glimps of a woman around her age that looks like her and smells like her and wonder if its her. I know in my heart she is gone, but sometimes it plays tricks on me.
This year I've decided I'm having a "Remember Mom" cookout - all our family is welcome to join and celebrate her life and what kind of person she was. I want to be able to talk with people about her, remember her and just love her memory.
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