More crazed ramblings

So I have a bunch of more crazed hormonal ramblings.

I must warn you - I tend to go off the deep end on certain things, I get it honestly, my grandpa has a very short fuse, my mom's fuse was a tad bit longer but still short and good lord my fuse it short too.

So last night my husband said to me "I forgot to give mom & dad's cat his pill", my in-laws are on vacation and dear hubby is cat sitting for them. So at 11:50 pm he heads over to his parents house, I sit down on the couch and figure I'll relax until he comes home then trek up to bed. Well at 1:00am I wake up still on the couch, no hubby!!! So I call his cell phone - no answer, then I give him a few minutes and call back, sometimes he doesn't hear the phone the first time. So this goes on for an hour - I called my in-laws house and the fire house (he's a volunteer fire fighter) and no answer at either place. So my mind starts turning and panic sets in.

At 2:00am after 39 calls (paranoid much) I decide that I'll pack my daughter into the car and go looking for him, after all maybe he fell asleep at my in-laws, maybe he was in an accident (3 blocks from home), maybe he's having an affair!!!!!

So I wake up my sleeping daughter and pack her into the car at 2:00am (because no reasonable mom would leave her 2 year old home alone at 2:00am), and head out looking for my dear hubby, who in my mind had time to have an affair, fall asleep at the in-laws and get into a horrific accident in the 3 blocks from his parents house to ours.

I drive by the in-laws, no hubby and no car, I drive back by our house, no hubby no car, so I drive 7 blocks in the opposite direction to see if he's at the fire house, at this moment I'm telling myself "that SOB better be okay because I'm going to hurt him. As I'm getting ready to turn right into the parking lot out pops the front end of hubby's car!!!! He's leaving a fire call and heading home.

Me hysterical in tears and our daughter half asleep in her car seat, he gives me this super sensitive look but at the same time I can see in his face that "Wow she's lost her freaking mind". I knew deep in my heart that he probably had a fire call but I couldn't convince myself of that.

So I've made up my mind at my 36/27 week check-up next week I need to have a heart-to-heart with my OB and find out why I'm so crazed! Because no reasonable pregnant woman would pack her 2 year old in a car at 2:00am to go looking for her husband who is a volunteer fire fighter.